Post by Braeden ]] on May 30, 2008 20:33:48 GMT -5
5'2" ;; Too Short
131 Pounds ;; Too Fat
Nearly DD Chest ;; Too Big
Meet the Puppeteer.
Hello! ;D
I hold an odd distaste for my name so I won't release it, however feel free to call me one of my numerous nicknames, I reply to them all. =D
Ocean // Fallen // Brae Brae
I have been rping since I was eleven, I actually started on HL before it became a piece of shit. Haha. I am sixteen years young, leaving me at the stage where I am old enough to know the difference between right and wrong, but still being too damn young to care. Oh, and I might as well say it now, I have a bad mouth. I try not to cuss, though it slips. I apologize in advance. Awkwardly enough however I usually don't curse when I'm mad... just in everyday language. Weird, no?
I am a very random person, though it's harder to replay this over the Internet; but if you know me in real life it's quite obvious. I had an odd liking for counting things, don't ask me why. I suppose it keeps me occupied. I've actually attempted to count how many stars are in the sky... I got distracted. Oh, I have a very short attention span too. I can ramble on about nothing for five minutes straight then turn around, change the subject, and completely forget what I was saying before. xD
I am a bad kid. lol.
I smoke, I drink, I party, and I like to get fucked up. Though please don't mistake my propensity to have a good time for irresponsibility. I am actually a very responsible person. I have a job that I work on the weekends, I get up earlier then I do for school to go there. I have a car and pay for all my insurance, I have a horse that I pay for and take care of, I maintain at least a C average on my report cards, and I take care of my sister because both my parents are never home.
So I only go out and party when there is available time, which is less and less lately.
Oh, I'm also a horrible person.
To sum it up quickly I'm a self-conscious, overconfident, heartbreaking, blunt, hypocritical, bitch. =]
Odd mixture, I know. Let me explain a little.
I hate my body, absolutely loathe it. Ask me what I like about it and you'll get nothing, ask me what I hate and the list goes on forever.
My thighs are too big, my nose is too small, my cheeks are too fat, my stomach isn't flat enough, my boobs are too big, my eyes are too plain, my face isn't clear enough, my skin isn't tan enough, my hair isn’t cool enough, my teeth aren't straight enough, my arms aren’t skinny enough, and the list; as stated before goes on. However, I am so overconfident in anything and everything I do it's insane. I guess you could say I am a little self-centered. I try not to be egotistical either though I find it hard to look at others views if they aren't similar to mine, I'm shallow-minded like that. Heartbreaking is my specialty. For some reason beyond my comprehension guys fall for me; like that. I've never dated anyone past three months, now a days its more around one, and still they just fall so easily. Funny thing is I tell them all the issues I have with relationships and why I hate them and blah blah blah, before hand. I guess each one of them thinks that they can change me, aha. Not likely to happen. Saying that, I've obviously never been in love, but coincidentally enough I'm a hopeless romantic. You can often find my day dreaming about one day being in a meaningful relationship, one that I just won't allow myself to have. *shrugs* Oh well. Though to all you people out there who have a good relationship, congrats dears. I wish you the best of luck. Ah yes, blunt. Oh god, I guess you could say I'm one of those people who never think of what I am saying before I say it. All the rude, hurtful, nasty, vulgar comments people usually keep to themselves I hold a tendancy to vocalizing, and usually at all the wrongs times. This gets me into a lot of trouble in fights though no worries, I’ve never lost a one on one fight. =] As fa as hypocritical goes, I guess I am just one of those people that you know, have been there and done that. So I know what screws people over, what people shouldn’t go, and so on. This being said I’m one of those people who will turn to a good friend, tell them never to smoke weed, then go turn around and do it myself. Aha, there is more to it however, but I’ve already written a novel on this. XD And yes, a bitch. I don’t get along with a lot of people in my school, I usually hate all females until they give me a reason not to, and I judge everyone on site. It’s horrendous, I know. I’ve been trying to fix it.
Hmmm, well, I think that’s about it. If you want to know more or talk to me feel free!
I’m not as scary as I may seem. xD